REFRESH
ABOUT

bullaballoo.
MESSAGE

laureeen.

I’ve heard that
“the hardest thing
you’ll ever have to do
is watch someone you love
love someone else.”

I thought I understood it.
I thought I had felt it.

But I didn’t understand
how hard it actually is
until I was staring at him
under a star illuminated sky
at 4 am
and I could see the pain laced
on his facial features
his hands on his head
as he talked about all the things
wrong with his relationship
and I didn’t understand
how it felt until
I heard the hurt in his voice
as he repeated “this is so unfair”
again and again and again.

Well, life is unfair
isn’t it?
The boy I love
loves another
who treats him
as he once treated me.

They say I’m such a good friend
for what I did
but Jesus Christ,
I didn’t want to just be his friend.


-the real definition of pain (via fuckyouveryveryymuch)

thisisradioactive:

When you make a reference and someone actually gets it

image

(via lubricates)

canadianslut:

angry and quite offended that you don’t have a crush on me

(via lubricates)


niallhoran: Just wanna say the biggest/fattest happy 21st birthday to my brother @fakeliampayne , I love you bro and i can’t wait to celebrate it with you! We have waited for this, since that first trip we ever made to America , please make use of it, coz I will if you dont! Love you brother have a great day